What happened?

This morning planned look over all the essays I have written over the last few months. I would make sure that I didn’t repeat any. I expected to see each one…with the run on sentences and photo art (matching each entry so as to draw my reader in). This morning I might read each over and decide what to submit for publication or to just leave to dwell in cyberspace. I was hoping to glance through the months of publishable thoughts and decide if today I would write of purple cows or what not to wear.

I expected to review essays about…
Bugs and babies
State of the union
State of the clan

What happened? Was my blog hacked? Was someone else going to receive those royalty checks?

My essays about…
A man hitting a quarter of a century
The rest of the Wedding.
Daddy Vs Daddy

When exactly did my computer crash?
Profound thoughts about…
True friends you can trust
Or you can cry on
Or just smile at knowing they can’t understand it all?

Could it be that I forgot to hit save?
Musings on…
Lunch with family
Dinner with family
Breakfast with family

Did my hard drive catch another cold?
Christmas lights in February
The perfect sandwiches
Becoming a mufti-millionaire virtual farmer

How can I possibility rewrite when new thoughts are pouring in faster than I could rethink the old?
Kelly and Julie
Now you’re older…elder
Jersey girls and gas!!
Scrap blankets
Vomiting in the morning
Diaper funerals

Can my reader faithful handle another bout of manic daily prose?
Bucket list
Be not afraid
The hair, the hugs, the look

Or is it like I knew in my heart…I once again have let my dreams be just those …dreams.

(Sigh)